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weechatterbox · Joined: 03 Feb 2007 Posts: 883 Location: Scotland

oh that is SO me
i can only pee at work....nothing more
so i'm sitting her squirming (form a mental picture of THAT if you will!!) cos i need to ..... you know!!
lol
:-)
you're doing so so well.
proud of ya hun
gxx

Cat80 · Joined: 29 Sep 2007 Posts: 220 Location: Lancashire

Feeling sick and my stomach is churning as I have my Dr's appointment at 3.20pm. Have to tell them about my stomach and bowel pains and my noisy digestion (scared it could be serious but that is probably my anxiety)

weechatterbox · Joined: 03 Feb 2007 Posts: 883 Location: Scotland

today i'm feeling tearful....
not sure why
think it's just the fact that i'm exhausted being stressed.
was thinking earlier....
i am TERRIFIED of dying....yet i'm wasting my entire life on panicking/feeling sick/stressing/feeling anxious/getting nervous....
want to cry
gxx

acdcno1 · Joined: 12 Jul 2007 Posts: 226

I feel annoyed with myself [N]
I'm meant to be revising & I either keep going out or going on Bebo =[
Can't get motivated, I missed (deliberately..because my friend pulled out) of a revision class today which could've helped me pass =[
silly me! =[
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Cunny · Posted: Fri Mar 28, 2008 12:31 pm Post subject:

Cat80 · Joined: 29 Sep 2007 Posts: 220 Location: Lancashire

Cunny · Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 12:11 am Post subject:

Congrats on ya becoming a mummy of lovely kittens

You are welcome, just glad you went and they actually didn't try to fob you off. Take a week or so for the tablets to work, and if you are still having problems or still feel its something else. Get yourself back again for a 2nd opinion or as I call it an M.O.T ...lol

I am feeling tired, 2nights in a row I haven't slept well, gone to bed 5am and up again at 8am. but .....

I am feeling happy, as I made it to hen party/meal and was able to stay away from my comfort zone for 2 hours * shocked I was * even tried to eat something, and did have fun. So I am so chuffed with me'self and also may have got a voluntary job working in local shop, an hour a day mon-fri ( i wont be getting paid ) I just wanna do it to get out there again.
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chiknboom · Joined: 05 Jul 2007 Posts: 56 Location: California U.S.A.

Having a great week!! But waiting for the happy bubble to burst.
I don't have friends,they think I am an idiot,they don't understand.
Been doing alot of gardening so my mind is occupied with good things.
You guys are my friends,for me that is enough,you are all great I feel
lucky to have you even if I have to put up with this phobia..
(((HUGS TO ALL)))
Dana

Cunny · Posted: Sat Apr 12, 2008 10:39 am Post subject:

I am still feeling great, and like chiknboom stated * waiting on bubble to burst * I suppose its just because, we ain't used to having things go right for so long. I have had more confidence now, since going on the Propranalol.

My doc at C.B.T set me a goal, to go to appointment on the bus - mind you it was only a short bus journey of 5 stops. But... please bear in mind I haven't been on a bus in 17years and the sheer thought of it filled me with total dread, anticipation and also excitment.

On the day, I stood at the bustop, while my mum and Jacqui sat opposite in the car park, as the plan was to follow me down, incase I had to get off again. My mum ( god love her ) was trying to get out of car to get on bus with me. She was so worried about me. A friend I spoke to on phone got me through it, and when I got off again, I can tell ya I wasn't worth tuppence I was shaking, adrenaline was pumping like crazy. but... I DID IT and my mum couldn't stop saying well done, she had the biggest smile on her face. I then went and did my walk later on, and walked even further this time. I made it to the Primary School ( which is local to me ) I am ok going, its the coming back is when the fear/panic sets in as I realise how far I have walked, and I gotta make it all the way back again. I so wanted to phone my dad to walk down to meet me, or even jacqui and I had my phone at ready. I just thought, no keep going you are doing good. Then before I realised it, I was up the hill again and in the Chemist, waiting to collect prescriptions for my dad and me. I then had a darts match later that night to go to. When I walked in all the ladies in team, were hugging and congratulating me as my youngest sister is in darts team, and she was so proud of ME !! she went and told them all. They are also encouraging me to go further.

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Jackie · Joined: 02 Feb 2007 Posts: 425 Location: Hayling Island

WELL DONE KELLY MATE, I am so proud of you......keep up the good work hun

XXX