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Cunny · Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2008 11:25 pm Post subject: How do you feel today

This is just a wee thread, were you can put your emet or non emet feelings down. Just like a members blog.

today I am feeling quite lonley, its like nobody understands how hard it is to go on day to day. Just wish I had a partner to confide things in

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Julie · Joined: 10 Jan 2008 Posts: 567 Location: Arizona, USA

Neat idea! I feel lonely as well. We've been here for 8 months now and I just wish I could tell my new friends just how desperately I want to hang out with them ALL the time, but I'm afraid of seeming needy. I miss having good friends nearby.

Snow · Joined: 04 Feb 2007 Posts: 212 Location: Australia

Hi guys.
Today I feel very scared as I have been closely exposed to a vomit bug, I also feel ashamed for having bad feelings towards my nephew, and I also feel pathetic for drifting away from my friends because I don't like to go out in public much. I feel guilty for taking out my fears on my partner and I feel like this phobia is ruining my life, as no one (who is not an emet!) understands me, and no one wants to.
Em
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dragonfly · Joined: 21 Aug 2007 Posts: 822 Location: South Wales

Im feeling positive today because I am going to start my CBT at 11 oclock.
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Lia · Joined: 26 Feb 2007 Posts: 163 Location: Manchester

I have mixed feelings today. Since coming back from India, my phobia has quietened down and I think about being sick less and less. I even had 2 glasses of wine on Saturday and I didn't panic and went out dancing until 6am in a crowded club with lots of drunk people.

I feel good because I have decided to go home in October. I will finally get to buy another house, have 2 puppies and settle down a bit.

I feel lonely because I know no-one in Manchester and I have discovered that the people who I thought were my friends aren't really my friends at all. I also feel lonely because I move every 6 months I never have the opportunity to meet anyone and feel like I'm 100 years past my 'used-by date' and I'm 28 in 2 months!

Royale · Joined: 27 Mar 2007 Posts: 74 Location: Wisconsin, US

*sigh* Today, right now I'm watching my love play Rock Band.. and he's just such an awesome person.. but it makes me sad. I feel like nothing I do will ever compete with his skill, and it makes me feel inferior..
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Cat80 · Joined: 29 Sep 2007 Posts: 220 Location: Lancashire

Today I am feeling slightly anxious because I'm off to the Dr's tomorrow about my stomach pains and hard front of the neck and worried as always as to what she will say

Cunny · Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 4:32 pm Post subject:

Today I have been feeling really off colour. BUT ... I still dragged my backside of to the shops with mum ( local off course ) but ended up walking round Lidl also, which is a big store, compared to the one we go to everyday, and yes its local to me also. At this moment if I wasn't afraid to be sick ; I would just go ahead and do it. I am still refusing to take anti-emetics * to some of you, you will think I am mad * but its been 13 months now since I last took one, and I have been through some rough bouts of nausea since then. Now I am thinking, this could be part of the side effects of not having a period every month - although I could be entirely way of course.
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weechatterbox · Joined: 03 Feb 2007 Posts: 883 Location: Scotland

13 months without an anti-emetic
that is AMAZING kelly!!
well done you
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today i am feeling yukky.....
like i'm going to have an upset tummy, despite having taken immodium. also bit nauseous...but i'm refusing to take anything for that.
i'm at my work at the mo...sitting at my desk counting the hours till i finish at 8pm.
gxx

Cunny · Posted: Wed Mar 26, 2008 4:42 pm Post subject:

awww hun I feel for you I really do

As you know, I am scared of dodgy tummy so practically live on immodiums ( well I did for a bit, not at much now )

Also I refuse to go to anybody else's toilet, I don't mind just having a pee if ya get me :shock:

Thank you gail, and its been the same amount of time since I have taken a diazepam. Hope you feel better soon, and wishes the time in for you also

kels xx
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